Hold my hand
here where its steep
land falls away
my soul to keep
thy kingdom come
who thy may be
my singing done
some ear might see
some eye may hear
this glowing chord
some heart might feel
a well placed word ~
Chapters:
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by Shawn Porter
Hold my hand
here where its steep
land falls away
my soul to keep
thy kingdom come
who thy may be
my singing done
some ear might see
some eye may hear
this glowing chord
some heart might feel
a well placed word ~
by Shawn Porter
They melted the bells of Paris
they melted the bells of Rome
turned them to canons and sabers
and the young men never came home
The bells used to ring every morning
and for every holiday
the town came together
regardless the weather
to celebrate, mourn, and pray
But the war machine needed the metal
and needed the men to bear arms
so they lowered the bells and they hauled them away
and the young men they took from their farms
They melted the bells of St. Petersburg
of Constantine and also of Rome
turned them to cannons and sabers
and the young men never came home
no the young men never came home
The families struggled to make it
despite all the men gone to war
their animals died and their women all cried
when the young men never came home
The tone of the past is no longer
the music of bells is now gone
the sound of a place, the wars have erased
all we hear now are the bombs
They melted the bells in Lisbon
In Florence and Venice as well
Turned them to cannons and sabers
for storming the gates of hell
The bells used to ring every morning
and for every fine holiday
They’d bring us together, regardless the weather
To celebrate, mourn, and pray ~
by Shawn Porter
When the night is much too long
and hope is wearing thin
when the veils between us fall
and love is but a sin
Reaching down into the dark
unsure what is there
holding on the mystery
while pushing ‘way the fear
There’s a wall between us built
of words misunderstood
hidden in the truth we told
while wandering the woods
Someone else’s problems uttered
someone else’s hell
going home alone at night
with nothing left to sell
All redemption and salvation
lies exempt from words
trapped within a gilded cage
no longer flies the bird ~
by Shawn Porter
Lost are the faces
found in the traces
of people and times
long gone by
Born into places
progress erases
save pieces of dolls
and cats eye
A school, store, and stable
a hotel for Able
abodes for the lost that we found
Hidden in dust
each life turns to rust
flesh and blood just returns
to the ground ~

by Shawn Porter
I understand how
we need a good story
to be bound for glory
or pointing the way
Beyond the small pleasures
for joy without measure
it seems to be something
for giving away
Why do i ponder
long ‘ere i wander
what goal is better
than only to stay?
Remain in a place
with a pulse and a face
and a bird with a sweet note
to sing or to say ~

by Shawn Porter
These are the moments
to sit tight and ponder
not chase fading rainbows
across wild blue yonders
Look not for thrills
a fast pulse or cold chills
just watch the shadows
slide down
windowsills
Some day to be ready
rise up and move on
Pack a bag,
hit the road
say goodbye
and be gone
Betwixt and between
the dark night and morn
I’m moving
quite slowly
and feeling
quite torn
Torn by the truth
by the times
by the knowing
that life is a boat
and living
means rowing ~

by Shawn Porter
Glory in the field to tell
windy boughs and grassy swales
here tomorrow gone today
What more can a bluebird say?
Fare thee well my lovely friend
parting bears no love to tend
‘cross the ocean through the sky
never land and never die ~

by Shawn Porter
Over in the gully field
the grass is green and deep
the soil dark
the forest lark
will sing and still
she weeps
The wisdom of the forest knows
the river song by heart
The otter hums the chorus
the cicada, rhythm parts
Yesterday I walked that field
circled ’round the pasture
Caught the dark horse, mounted him
was riding even faster
Tomorrow i will rise and greet
the dawn the burning day
Walk until my legs are tired
then stop and sing to say
the journey is the way ~

by Shawn Porter
We think we’re eternal
But like an inferno
We all burn and fall
to the ground
Then rise from the ashes,
like wildflower flashes
of beauty, of color,
and sound
This life is a dream
passing through a sun beam
of light from our
own falling stars
Shine bright as you travel
with joy to unravel
the substance of life
that you are ~

by Shawn Porter
I wake up troubled
around 3 AM
thinking of her
thinking of him
think I’ll surrender
and turn myself in
take a long walk
not come here again
Give up my keys
and toss all the locks
Put my last dollar bill
into a box
Give it away
while i still have a friend
Call up my ex to ask
her where she’s been ~

by Shawn Porter
The broken heart
the cold hard bed
Some things are better
left unsaid
The horse that pulled
two hearts along
The hidden chord
within the song
The words that told
the truth we shared
The insolence of
how we cared
The drink that wiped
some memory
The smoke that helped
the blind to see
The lie that never
would be told
The truth lay dying
in the cold
The love that never
found a home
The body that just
wants to roam
The mind that told
no two apart
The stars that fell
Right from the start
The broken hearts
The cold hard bed
Some things are better
left unsaid ~

Photo credit – Louanne Lewis
by Shawn Porter
Early morning
Almost dawn
Time for me to
Move along
Throw my bag
Into the hack
Drive away and
Don’t look back
Morning finds the
highway bare
40 miles til
No one cares
40 more to
Tennessee
Cross the river
I’ll be free
Free from heartache
Free from pain
Drive until
I’m feeling sane
Leave behind
Incessant rain
Wipe the slate and
Start again.

I wrote this from a place of imagining .. someone else’s feelings, life, and pathways.
by Shawn Porter
How does it feel
to have the river
rising up above you..
How does it feel
to lose someone
you thought they
really loved you..
How do you cope with
knowing one day
you will soon
be dying..
Unsure who is
by your side,
or if they’re
really trying..
To bring comfort
to your pain
water when
you’re thirsty..
Or just pacing
off the minutes
for some
reimbursement..
All the hours
you spent watching
time fly by
unnoticed..
Now you’re rowing
for your life
your boat is going
slowest ~
by Shawn Porter
Every heaven has a hell
and hell, a silver lining
Paradise a garden lush
snakes in shadows hiding
There among the apples one
may rest beneath the branches
Careful where you place your hand
to reach is taking chances
Still we must find food and favor
hunt for what is lacking
Hell and heaven, hand in hand
both together clapping ~
by Shawn Porter
Some place or person
or something we prayed
our life to deliver
from being a slave
to a job or a chore
or one we couldn’t save
dear god deliver us
from dreams we might crave
the “what if’s” and guilt
that outlive the grave
as all dreams die hard
despite what we gave ~

by Shawn Porter
It was mid-summer in the Ozarks.. a still night by the river. The fire had burned down to coals, and the moon was just peeking over the towering bluff to the East. The sound of the running water was the background to a lone whippoorwill. Somewhere downstream, a distant bullfrog croaked at irregular intervals.
I had been on the river for 7 days. No cell phone or computer to distract from the continuous miracle of nature. I’d been keeping a journal however, writing down observations and thoughts, meandering like the river. It seemed a good way to mark the miles.. the eagle from the day before.. the unwinding sadness of losing my love the year before. I remembered how she felt more like home than any place I’d ever been. The smells, touch, and contours of her body. The rhythm of her breath and pulse syncopated with my own. I thought I might reach some deeper understanding of how we failed one another. Maybe a song would emerge to express my deep love and bottomless sadness around our parting.. but nothing had come save random lines and half finished poems.
I was running out of food however, and while I could live on the fish I was catching, hooking a bag of coffee was out of the question. I turned in around midnight, and slept like the log my tarp was pitched beside.
The next morning, I woke and stirred the fire back to life, boiling water for the last of his oats and a bag of tea hiding in the bottom of his duffel. Looking upriver, I paused to see a canoe cutting through the fog, turning towards my campsite. A lone paddler pushed a few hard strokes and screeched up on the gravel bar, a few feet away. It was an older man with pepper grey hair and blue eyes. He looked familiar, but i couldn’t place him.
“You’re up kind of early this morning.” I said to the man. “Pull up a log if you care to visit”
He nodded and crab walked out of the boat and onto shore..
“Thought i’d try to make the confluence today. I wanted to get an early start”.
He sat down on the log beside my camp and pulled out his smoke pouch.
As he rolled, i stirred some oats into a pot. “Want a bowl?” i asked.
He shook a no and finished rolling, setting it aside to dry.
“The state lifted the moratorium” he deadpanned.
“Nothing surprises me anymore” i replied.
We both understood it was just a matter of time before another swine cafo would come in and set up shop, seeping and dumping their toxic waste into the river.
“I don’t think i can spend another lifetime fighting a losing battle against the ag folks.”
I nodded and he continued..
“What say we just keep on paddling down this river.. hit the White and then the Mississippi.. maybe pull off in New Orleans and stay awhile?”
“Ha! Sounds like a fun adventure, but i don’t think my critters would take it so well.. nor my neighbors who’d be saddled with their care.”
“How’d you end up with a family of four leggeds?” he asked.
“It’s a long story. Suffice to say they are happy to stay so long as i feed em. Women are a bit more demanding.”
He lit his smoke and i ate my breakfast as we sat with a break in the conversation.
After a few minutes he spoke again.. “One of these days, we’re gonna be rocks in the river. This ole world will fold us into her ancient body and carry on her journey through space and time. Until then, we best make the best of our days here.”..
I looked at him hard. Then i knew..
He field stripped his smoke and let the rest go. Got back in his boat and i helped him push off.
“Thanks for stopping by Mr. Carter.. maybe one day i’ll get over to Georgia for a visit.”
“No need to look for me there anymore” he replied. I’m back where i came from.. this river, these trees, this easy breeze.. you’ll find me here “.
He paddled on downriver.. the morning fog lifting into the soft light of a new day.
~~~

by Shawn Porter
Watch us giving up on us
and scrape our bloody hearts
out from underneath the bus
the best of times to part
If we fail to come around
Or when we meet again
given smiles are upside down
the road will find its end
Slowly working through our fears
a path so long and deep
Not just wagon wheels at night
to rock beneath the sheets
Maybe figure something out
to mend a broken heart
cast a lot beyond a doubt
or screwed right from the start
Failing flailing falling hard
waking from a dream
cast your lot with someone rowing
merry down the stream ~
by Shawn Porter
Looking back 8 years or more
knocking on this wooden door
long ago the latch was broken
now the door is standing open
Saw you spook and run away
‘cross the ocean si vous ple’
nothing left no course to chart
turn around and hit new start
Now to hear the silence blaring
eyes wide open finally staring
back into our open faces
mystery lay in the traces ~

by Shawn Porter
One of these days
i may finally learn
how the song plays
and proceed to burn
down that ole’ house
with a shout and a grin
breathing out joyfully
washed from my sin
One of these days
i’ll maybe get right
in time with the band
and play all damn night
hit the sweet notes
beginning to end
bathe in the praise midst
the glow of good friends
For the time being
i’m futilely screwed
into the life of a
frustrated muse
looking for new ways
to soar in the sky
while onlookers opine
i’m simply too high ~

by Shawn Porter
Hold me close from far away
let me go but vow to stay
In the night come back to play
whispered words the break of day ~

by Shawn Porter
A line in the sky crooked
drawn by a finger
longing for warmth less’n
cold shadows linger
Night crawls away from yon
Eastern horizon
Dark turns to gray training
softly our eyes on
Bird songs of hope stir
awaken my longing
Grand spring returning learned
winter be going ~

With gratitude for my friends who share their inspirations when i can’t find my own ~
by Shawn Porter
Your door is my wall.
Your wall is my door.
Your window, my ceiling
Your ceiling, my floor
Your up is my down
Your side is my ways
Your day is my night
Your clear is my haze
Your right is my wrong
Your hold, my release
To be on my way
To find my own peace ~

by Shawn Porter
Bright Capella
she goat of light
twin stars of the night
Amalthea
gather to lodge
in the temple of the gods
Cold winter
timeless rites
Cailleach veiled from sight
Come sunrise
promise of life
warm the Earth with light
Imbolc fires the dawn
Brigid lights the flame
Inspiration, breath of spring
Turn the wheel again
Strips of hide
whips aside
chasing down the prize
Stag or doe
friend or foe
starlight for eyes
Beltane wet and fertile
Solstice turns the tide
Lammas marks the harvest
Samhain, summer dies
Bright Capella
she goat of light
twin stars of the night
Amalthea
gather to lodge
in the temple of the gods ~

(Original lyrics to a song about the binary star cluster Capella, which was at one time the North stars in the Northern Hemisphere, with a unique mythology referring to goats https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Capella )
by Shawn Porter
It’s cold here in Murray,
but I’m in no hurry
to be on our way is a given,
And though we might slumber,
our days are all numbered
forgive us our sins as we live them
Ignore the chatter,
but pay the mad Hatter
as royalty demands their tax
By gravel and rut
a tree has been cut
without ever wielding an axe ~

by Shawn Porter
Somewhere in the desert sky
woman casts her veil of light
dips her hand beneath the stars
tis’ Venus shining in the night
Sends a message in a bottle
washes on my distant shore
opening the scroll is clearly
meant for me and no one more
Here i am, you finally found me
tethered to a burning bush
bring the rain and throw the blanket
cover me til mornings’ blush ~

by Shawn Porter
How we take refuge
To hide or be seen
Alone in the dark
Or awake in a dream
Although I was baptized
The water felt dead
And I just an infant
No words could be said
Many years later
Siddhartha came bearing
The song of the Buddha
So close within hearing
Offering refuge as
Part of a fold
A man with a story of
Faith to be told
But dogma is dogma
And words on a page
Repeated ad nauseam
Baffles a sage
The forest now offers
The refuge I seek
The sun shine is love
And the song birds all teach
The essence that guides me
Embody inspire
The refuge of nature
Away from the mire ~

(edited post)
by Shawn Porter
We don’t know what future lies
around the bend in someones eyes
smiles or kindness eyes o’ bright
or malcontent with ire and slight
Walk the road and watch for shadows
steering clear of pits and gallows
dear companions offer shelter
when the world turns helter skelter ~

by Shawn Porter
Mornings i sit
on my dharma horse
riding into
the new day
no saddle or bridle
nor spurs to guide
just words that i pray
point the way
wandering valleys
and mountains we go
up rivers
farther on
farther in
dharma horse knows
the best ways to go
stepping out
being still
looking in ~

by Shawn Porter
You are the stone
turning smooth in my mind
the jewel beyond worth
iridescent, sublime
The rock in my pocket
my fingers caress
a piece of the earth
tis a gift to be blessed
The pebble that hides
in the toe of my shoe
compels i walk softly
move gently into ~

by Shawn Porter
(These are my original lyrics to a song composed to the tune of “Darks as a Dungeon” by Merle Haggard, but played as a rousing waltz with a distinctly different energy.)
T’was midwinter solstice and all through the land
People were gathered by family and clan
Venus and Jupiter danced with the moon
Owl and coyote sang out a tune
Whoo whoo! The long night of winter
Yip ya hey! the coyote sings
Whoo whoo! The planets are spinning
The sun is returning the season of spring
Starlight, fire bright and warm brings us cheer
hoping the sun will soon reappear
the coming days light awaken the seeds
and bring us the change this cold season needs
Whoo whoo! The long night of winter
Yip ya hey! the coyote sings
Whoo whoo! The planets are spinning
The sun is returning the season of spring
There were spirits and vittles we were passing around
Stew from the land and berries we found
Raising our faces, we gave thanks together
Asking the cycles to go on forever
To the Earth, to the sun, to the water and air
May the rains come enough, and the gardens all bear
May the forests grow tall and the rivers run clear
and blessings be showered on all of us here
High in the heavens, the stars cross’d the sky
Falling as light into each person’s eyes
So we crossed over the years longest night
and when the sun rose, we turned to the light
Singing whoo whoo! The long night of winter
Yip ya hey! the coyote sings
Whoo whoo! The planets are spinning
The sun is returning the season of spring
To the Earth, to the sun, to the water and air
May the rains come enough, the gardens all bear
May the forests grow tall and the rivers run clear
and blessings be showered on all of us here ~

by Shawn Porter
Yearning for the unexpected
words as yet unspoken
good deeds waiting in the wings
bird songs morning broken
Usually unaware
what lies just ahead
’round the bend
beyond our sight
spiritually led
One day standing
face to face
our own reflection stares
back into our
heart of hearts
to see who finally cares ~

(Photo courtesy K. Jones)
by Shawn Porter
A cracked bell will toll
the round dice will roll
as pot bangers hang
on the rails
A gambling wheel spins
a short Russian pins
tin medals atop
a straw bale
A hard rain is fallin’
as mothers are callin’
their prayers are all
drowned by the wind
A man picks her pocket
then discards the locket
filled photos
dead family and friends ~
(reflections on war and peace in 2024)
by Shawn Porter
Day of the dead
to death we are wed
no more wine, no more bread
feeds our bones.
While we breathe
let us live
What we need
let us give
as the light of our love
leads us home ~

by Shawn Porter
The empty page
with symbols shout
the quiet sage
emotions tout
The darkness ere
the morning light
as bird songs wait
til time is ripe
The heart within
this body beats
a silent love
the mind to speak
The life inside
this dormant seed
a healing salve
hides in a weed
lest we bleed
and bleed
and bleed ~

by Shawn Porter
This one peaceful afternoon
barely past the hunters moon
Billy Strings is in the air
songs are sung
so high and fair
Big birds soaring ever higher
ere we kindle sacred fires
raging up the mountain side
who would dare
no place to hide ~

by Shawn Porter
Too much to ask
to live just in one place
the uncertain ground
of whatever we face
Scratching the earth with
our seeds fairly scattered
a song on the wind and
a view of what matters
Is it too much
looking clearly ahead
to dig for some hope
as we bury the dead
To think about what
a tomorrow might bring
prepare for that future
our ancestors warning
Wind whispered stories
that point our direction
the path of belonging
deserves our reflection ~
by Shawn Porter
Is the bird inside the song
she carries ‘long her way?
be with wings or turning wheels
the song of her will stay
Is a painter in the picture
somehow by design?
Does a writer’s flesh and blood
flow red between the lines?
Does a sculptor find himself
cold and carved in stone?
Do the artist and his muse
each wander home alone?
Yes and yes and i don’t know
the riddles of this life
just a nod with words that plod
until it feels just right ~

by Shawn Porter
Passion for
the words we speak
the sun that shines
the love we seek
Passion for
the warblers song
the running stream
the kiss thats long
Passion for
a happy place
the sound of laughter
on your face
Passion for
your sparkling eyes
a sense of peace
beneath the sky
Passion for
the righteous word
the underdog
the winged bird
Passion for
the evening still
for knowing if
i can, i will ~

by Shawn Porter
I wonder if trees
ever feel stuck
or if birds ever yearn for a home?
Are ponds feeling stagnant
on hot summer days
and rivers forever to roam?
Do mountains feel burdened
and heavy at times
under a blanket of snow?
And what about deserts,
Are they always thirsty?
I wonder, does anyone know?
But mostly i wonder if
they might accept
whatever they are as a gift?
Expressing their essence
with passion and presence
Whatever the form is a fit ~
by Shawn Porter
For you
I waited so long
all of your faces
every name and body
Your hair was brown
then red
now it is grey
and i am bald
Your eyes were so bright
then wet with tears
now, are they closed?
Your voice was sweet
soft and inviting
then harsh and raging
now it is quiet
Your touch was
soft, then firm
your nails dug
under my skin
Our hearts beat
without fear
we bruised ourselves
on one another
then covered our bare chests
with our hands and words
as we watched our tomorrows
all fall away ~
by Shawn Porter
Why we hold onto
divisions between us
the razor sharp edges
that only demean us
Defacing the gift of
this life we now share
Forsaking attention
from how best to care ~
by Shawn Porter
Slight of hand with grace and form
turning lines that twist
left then right go ’round the yarn
joining at the wrist
Endless spirals rapt embrace
strands opposed to fray
bare the tensile holding tight
maybe one more day
Making rope is but a skill
we dare not soon be leaving
nor to blindly sever threads
of evolutions weaving ~

by Shawn Porter
The world was still
for a moment or two
just me and you,
the sun and moon.
~~
A shadow cast
in line it passed
slow footed ‘cross
our afternoon ~

by Shawn Porter
by Louanne Lewis & S. Porter
The melody matches
my maddening soul
The sound
takes me down
as the waves
swell and roll
Adrift as at sea
I ponder the flotsam
til one day capsize
leave my bones
at the bottom
Rattling dancers
that gather ashore
call me with
off beats and
rhythms galore
Watching the singers
forget their own words
their orange body pyres
speak a language unheard
Flashing against dark
stars in the distance
faded remains of
an eternal instance
The forest vibrates as
a resonant throng
rolling on waves
of cicada’s song ~
(My friend posts great poems.. then graciously allows me to dig them up and play Frankenstein..).
by Shawn Porter
Somewhere between joy and grief
between the ties that bind
lies a path into the wood
beyond the musing mind
If you follow it will take you
down along a stream
waters calm and flowing
wordless as a shining dream
Some will only take a drink
while others will dive in
wade along the shallow shoals
to watch the minnows swim
Either way the river pays
no heed to those refreshed
washes worry calms the soul
allows a pilgrim rest ~

by Shawn Porter
Each to ones own blessed
sincere stigmata
scars from the years we
swung
like a piñata
blood on the tracks
always
telling me not to
get caught on the bridge when that
midnight train rolls through
There goes ole Casey Jones
driving his Choo Choo
I’m on my horn blowing
whoo Peggy Sue Sue
She’s busy making that
jelly roll sing sing with
me on cloud nine but I
can’t keep from crying ~
by Shawn Porter
When winter pulls the curtain closed
on autumns final song
We slide our way to shorter days
and nights that last too long
Come December icy mornings
walking towards the East
Countless prisms catch my eyes
the frost has left a feast
multi colored spectrums dance
within the light of day
sun rays shine to feed my mind
as darkness fades away ~
****

Cup your hands
around the small
flickering flame
of your heart
breathe in
the light of this life
by Shawn Porter
Matrices and pathways
lead through images that shine
touching nodes
the heart that knows
of places to unwind
people are but
flowers with our
roots all intertwined
gardens of diversity
this life is of one mind
remember to be kind ~

by Shawn Porter
I remember meeting you
then waiting here for forever
Walked your dark horse to the river
felt the sparks n shivers
Days ran into weeks
then months and years
seemed never ending
Grooming trimming
hooves and hair the
dark horse needed tending
Dark horse healed with time and
found his place among the flowers
running towards me tail aloft
brightening my hours
My own learning how to care for
dark horse now my friend
one heart journey living here
until we reach the end
You returned to find one day
a horse within a man
living woven in a dream
with loves abiding hand ~

by Shawn Porter
I’m an old man
with not much to lose
an anchor at the end of a chain
All of my memories
wrecks and wrong turns
rattle around in my brain
Filling up gas
at the White Oak Station
she was leaned back on her car
Cradling her belly
like holding a baby
we looked at each other afar
Topping my tank
trying hard not to think
I turned on the highway towards home
Nothing was said
jus’ chatter in my head
blind love for the girl on her own ~
by Shawn Porter
Twenty five years on
twenty five acres
knowing i would
not forsake her
Nothing else that i might hold
could break this old mans
heart of gold
Gaia my eternal home
quiet moments faced alone
Human lovers fancy flight
leave without a sound at night
One day i will lay myself
on some bluff or earthen shelf
body turning stiff and cold
shining spirit wings unfold ~
by Shawn Porter
Reach this way
i will reach back
fingers tendrils
hearts to match
syncopated
understandings
life requires
our inspirations ~
by Shawn Porter
Once i dreamed a place to live
with kindred souls my own to give
a place of beauty, place of peace
a land far from the maddening race
Neighbors grew their food and traded
food and healing skills were needed
holding close upon the land
a prayer a song a helping hand
At last i found a land most fair
with waters clear and fragrant air
We gathered and then shared the harvest
saved the rest for winters hard frost
Gatherings were full of cheer
our lives were built around whats here
no need to travel far and wide
what we needed lay inside
Those days now seem far and distant
Many gone or just resistant
Everything comes from the store
The internet assures of more
Still the land will take me in
as i lay down to sleep again
to dream and sing the songs i leave
my whispered prayers in living trees ~

by Shawn Porter
The idea someone prays for me
i find hard to fathom
holding me up to a light
i scarcely can imagine
Still and true the thought that counts
will brighten any day
whether i am next to you
or very far away ~
by Shawn Porter
Life is not always too stressful
just a roller coaster
Weather goes from freezing cold
to summer in a roaster
Work it never goes away
the tasks are ever changing
Movies tell the same old tales
with subjects rearranging
Politics will drive you nuts
whichever side you favor
Music is the only hope
to give your life some flavor
Talk about your animals
your loved ones and your dreams
Building castles on the river
rowing down the stream ~

by Shawn Porter
Forming dreams
which then are words
sewn like seeds
not so absurd
the idea that those
seeds might grow
adorning life
some one might know
The garden of
a life well lived
the storms we fear
bring rains to give
those seeds to nourish
patient grace
one day to love
thine own true face ~

by Shawn Porter
There are thoughts we understand
our hearts may never know
and places of emotion where
our minds can never go
Brains are good at figuring
while hearts can only feel
when the door between us closed
the ending felt unreal
I know why it all went down
but my heart still cries
at the ending we composed
for love that would not die ~
by Shawn Porter
May some great goodness
grow from this pain
rise from the ashes
washed by the rain
Blown by the wind
all wizened and fresh
tatters to weave into
some living mesh
Let something new follow
what now grows old
May it be true as the
new day is bold
May it be beautiful
possibly sacred
soul shining bare from
a body now naked ~
by Shawn Porter
A poem is a song
that someone else wrote for you
to sing to yourself ~

by Shawn Porter
to the trees
quiet and holy
stay in one place
grow fast then slowly
always bend graceful
bow if the wind blows
breath in a prayer
give thanks and let go
send down your roots
hold fast to the soil
in death reunite with
Earth body and soul ~
~

by Shawn Porter
Pardon all the shitty poems
some are better left unsaid
words that form and fall at random
from my troubled heart and head
Magically to manifest
then to vanish in the air
Leaving you to wonder whether
someone real was ever there
Forgive all the sordid details
of a life t’was lived half blind
and for those i may have harmed
but never meant to be unkind
Days are numbered though we slumber
heaven will not hesitate
Should we meet again up yonder
walk with me through Peter’s gate ~
Tick fever has me feeling very mortal these days. Have loved this Arlo Guthrie song for many years.. doesn’t get much play, so i hope you enjoy it ~
by Shawn Porter
When one wish remains
to not die here alone
i reach for your hand
before night calls me home
Until that someday when
this life bids adieu
i watch for the faint
winding path back to you ~

Authors note: This poem was inspired by a story i heard about a family in Gaza. The children of this family were so traumatized by the violence that their primary concern was to stay together so that if the parents were killed, they would all die together. It is tragic that the US arms Israel, and that Israel uses those arms to kill thousands of innocents.
by Shawn Porter
An acorn fell upon the Earth
a fertile crack a timely birth
a cradle that was once a grave
a sprout, a whip, a living stave
Growing ever towards the sun
the sapling sprints ahead to run
waving in the windy air she
finds the canopy most fair
Branching out with every breath
first the height and then the width
casting cover blue green shade
cools the land her leaves to lay
Filters air with each expire
haze that drifts far from the mire
til the sun can shine like silver
dancing leaves of joy reveal her
Sets a feast of mast in season
birds and chipmunks squirrels will seize them
even humans sometimes able
find a place beneath her table
Lays her body down at last
five hundred years or more are past
since the sprout unfurled her leaves
emerged from velvet satin sheaths
Cradled on the fertile ground
the place of birth where life is bound
subtle matrix web of veins
her memory tomorrow dreams ~

by Shawn Porter
Land o lore
faun n flore
blaze o glory
ring o fire
*
Speak the story
word for word
the whisper heard
above the choir
*
Distant voices
sing together
let the 12th of
never rise
*
Line the stars
Neptune and Mars
Pleiades
bejewels the skies ~
by Shawn Porter
How we sing from
scattered ponds
calling from the
cat tail fronds
Over where the
minnows swim
salamanders
turtle kin
Croaks and chirps
we splash and wiggle
disappear beneath a ripple ~

Photo credit K. Jones
by Shawn Porter
Morning walk in dew
drenched grass ~ greener than the sky
is bluer than blue ~
by Shawn Porter
Early in the morning there’s a whippoorwill calling the wind
“hurry up daybreak, wake up the robin and wren”
Step into the morning light,
a redtail hawk is singing in flight,
sky is shining blue and bright,
the music of Gaia is ringing
In the afternoon, there’s a daytime moon
cicadas and crickets are buzzing
Seven year locusts and bullfrogs croaking
hummingbirds are humming
Evening sets in, soft as the skin
on the wing of a dragonfly
Heron flies home, high and alone
frogs in the pond sing bye bye
Singing songs the morning
making tunes at night
humming our way all through the day
make everything alright, alright
Moving around in a world of sound
putting out vibrations
harmonize and visualize
peace among all our relations
Make a new sound, let it abound
with the energy of creation
music and play can show us the way
go without hesitation
Singing songs the morning
making tunes at night
humming our way all through the day
make everything alright, alright ~

“Once upon a time, when women were birds, there was the simple understanding that to sing at dawn, and to sing at dusk, was to heal the world through joy. The birds still remember what we have forgotten, that the world is meant to be celebrated.” ~ Terry Tempest Williams
by Shawn Porter
by Louanne Lewis
A simple candle on a clear dark night
Can light the way home
A bright beacon while encased in fog
Can mislead the mightiest of ships
Slow down
Always be a candle
Let the fog rise up
And seek the sun.

Poem and photo ~ Louanne Lewis ~ 2024
by Shawn Porter
I’ve lately been thinking
some deep ruminating
my brain enjoys color and light
Thus it occurs all the
beauty surrounding
feeds neurons with spectral delight
More than just pleasure
there is a good measure
of sustenance found in these rays
Photons and waves
shining into the mind
transforming the usual grays
Now when i walk
i am snacking along
feeding my head with the scenes
Indigo violets with
yellows and oranges
delicious purples and greens ~

Photo by Louanne Lewis
by Shawn Porter
Some collective moment steers
our planet sun and moon
Lined up well to cast a veil
upon the earth at noon
Happens we might feel a shifting
of reality
a cosmic blink
a solar wink
a world with eyes to see ~
by Shawn Porter
Chase grand spring today.
Round the bend, not back again.
She won’t follow you.

~ Haiku by Chico’s Mom (Jolene Rice)
by Shawn Porter
A Billy song
we love to play
lest our pride
be in the way
A speed bump or
a short delay
we’ll try again
another day
~
by Shawn Porter
How we long
to be discovered
Standing in
our own true light
Long to be
uncovered here
without the fear
of peering slight
Yearn to be
recovered from
the wreckage of
our long dark night
Pray to be
uplifted with
the grace of heavens
help we might
Rise up from our
hiding place to
find and face
our selves ~ just write ~

by Shawn Porter
Diamond droplet afternoon
rain washed glory
rising moon
Wind is singing
cold spring tunes
Summertime will
be here soon ~

by Shawn Porter
Queen of my dreams
tis late so it seems
we may never cross
paths in this life
Like stars we have found
there is no one around
to orbit our
clear burning light
Spinning through space
a glance at the face
our twin flame we
missed long ago
‘Tis fate to shine on
rise up with the dawn
either side of the
silver moon shadow ~

by Shawn Porter
Last night the Earth slid
behind the moon’s shadow
as if disappearing might
offer a sign
That something lay hidden
beyond the horizon
celestial bodies
inspire and align
Looking toward heaven
a silent prayer uttered
words drifting lay on the
fertile wet ground
May all beings thrive in
the world thus created
all hearts be nurtured
our planet surround
Precious lives teeter
a cliff edge serrated
carefully stepping
together we’re bound
A ship on the ocean
the liminal crossing
a new world awaits as
our hearts come unwound ~
by Shawn Porter
Let ether zing
and tall trees sing
of a love that is
strong as the tide
As planets align
distant stars shine
the moon hides
the sun in our sky
Look to the heavens
our spiritual leavens
the bread of our
bodies to rise
One day to gaze
through fire and haze
the ephemeral light
of your eyes ~
by Shawn Porter
Friends who then marry
may thus fall between
cracks become wider
than some common dream
As such my family
here soon became
two cats, a dog, and
a horse with no name
Still i hold onto
my old rowdy ways
counting the hours
the number of days
Walking alone beneath
blue skies sublime
learning to read
the most obvious signs ~

by Shawn Porter
“Nature loves courage. You make the commitment and nature will respond to that commitment by removing impossible obstacles. Dream the impossible dream and the world will not grind you under, it will lift you up. This is the trick. This is what all these teachers and philosophers who really counted, who really touched the alchemical gold, this is what they understood. This is the shamanic dance in the waterfall. This is how magic is done. By hurling yourself into the abyss and discovering its a feather bed.”

by Shawn Porter
A poem from another friend writer (Chico’s Mom) who also blogs on WordPress. Great poem with interesting characters !

Zorro on a walk ~
by Shawn Porter
The moon is getting smaller
farther from us out in space
Time she has her way with Luna,
laughing in her face
“You think that you can fool me Moon?
No one stops the time!”
(even though its movement is
marked only in your mind)
How far can we see ahead,
and how deep down within?
The answer lies within the tides
and drives the howling wind ~
by Shawn Porter
Here is what i’ve seen..
that nothing dies easily
No human, nor insect
no forest, nor river.
We fight to hold on
to stay one more day
drinking the pure light.
This body will die
this planet may too.
If only i knew
how to die like you ~
In memory of my friend Len D.
by Shawn Porter
Bearing witness
try to see
what motivates
inspires
What it takes
to one day wake
and tend the
burning fires
Focused far from
where we are
the spaces
in between
Down the road
a heart i’m told
lies waiting
in the wings
Stain of red
upon the heart
a drop of blood
or wine
Sit a spell
and listen well
gently mark
the time ~
by Shawn Porter
Early in the
still dark morning
life it calls for
some small fire
first the candle
then the stove
our conversation
well inspires
Agreements and
decisions burning
tilt the damper
stem the flow
Cracks and pops
mirages turn
the spells we murmur
cast a glow
Words grow heated
as we forge
a truce to carry
on the flame
Light the darkness
warm the home
as life and light are
much the same ~
by Shawn Porter
The world is burning
ever turning
circles ’round the sun
tilted wobble
humans hobble
til the day is done
Deep inside a
warrior ‘bides
waiting for the call
to stand and fight
to be the light
aware the night will fall ~
by Shawn Porter
Wild hogs rummage in the darkness
leaf mulch turned and scattered
Disappear with morning light
behind the earth is tattered
Feral packs of hungry pigs
are ravaging the forest
eating everything in sight
grunting out their chorus
Countless are their numbers here
with no end yet in sight
As we slip and slumber
hungry creatures roam the night ~
by Shawn Porter
February passes by
lifting dead and dreary
days of winter weather leave us
feeling tired and weary
Into March we slide and tumble
deep freeze left behind
under foggy skies a jumble
peas begin to vine
Cleaning up the detritus of
tattered remnants spread
leaves and limbs in piles to burn
or compost here instead
So the seasons turn and cycle
spirals of becoming
live and die as we revisit
lessons well worth learning ~

by Shawn Porter
Round the mountain on the mossy side,
Where the trees lean n’ the lands a slide
Underneath the oak and paw paw tree,
There’s a 4 prong root just waitin for me
My names ginseng I’m a little shy,
don’t often see the clear blue sky
Favor growin out in the old growth wood
little bit of ginseng does a man good
Ginseng grows on the mountainside,
Ginseng knows just where to hide
Aint nothing fancy and it don’t grow tall,
Hunt for your ‘sang in the golden fall..
Yellow root medicine grows nearby,
cohosh knows where the ginseng lies
glows like gold in the afternoon,
dig it in the fall ‘neath a wanin’ moon
Scatter those seeds all around,
put a piece of root back in the ground
come back in another year or 3,
ginseng grows a family
Down in the holler by the kissin tree
Ginseng far as the eye can see
Underneath the bluff where shadows fall
i can hear my lover call
Lay her down in a bed of leaves
Trillium trills and the bloodroot bleeds
Hardwood singin in the mountain breeze
Diggin that ginseng on my knees
Ginseng grows on the mountainside,
Ginseng knows just where to hide
Aint nothing fancy and it don’t grow tall,
Hunt for your ‘sang in the golden fall..
Original song lyrics ~
by Shawn Porter
One more morning
up at four
looking for the
hidden door
leading to
another realm
where dreams and
life can both be held
One more day to
roam the land
looking for your
outstretched hand
or a voice to
call my name
yet all i hear
echoes refrain
One more night
to cross the dark
listening for a
lonely heart
Beating time like
some old clock
that might need winding
lest it stop ~
by Shawn Porter
River running low and slow
tis almost going dry
Flowing seeping underground
away from human eyes
Up above the land is waking
harbingers of spring
Robins in the meadow hunting
flowers opening
First the daffodils and lilies
forsythia behind
then wildflowers riotously
bogle heart and mind ~

by Shawn Porter
Music for me as
a struggling artist
one half is craft but
the rest is catharsis
I might discover more
beauty in sharing
a loving heart fueled
with a penchant for caring
Possibly leave more
excesses behind
Appease and appeal to
my old worried mind
Weaving these songs with
a bright common thread
sew holy music and
wage peace instead ~

by Shawn Porter
Orion hunter of the sky
poised your bow is drawn
Constellation floating high
forever hunting dawn
Should you let your arrow fly
to pierce the heart of night
Or fall upon your sword to die
and finally be the light ~
by Shawn Porter
Bright Capella
she goat of light
twin stars of the night
Amalthea
gathered to lodge
in the temple of the gods
Cold winter timeless rites
Cailleach veiled from sight
come sunrise promise of life
warm the Earth with light
Imbolc fires the dawn
Brigid lights the flame
Inspiration, breath of spring
Turn the wheel again
Strips of hide, whips aside
chasing down the prize
stag or doe, friend or foe
starlight for eyes
Beltane wet and fertile
Solstice turns the tide
Lammas marks the harvest
Samhain, summer dies
Bright Capella
she goat of light
twin stars of the night
Amalthea
gathered to lodge
in the temple of the gods
~~~
I wrote this song in 2011.
It refers to Seasons, Solstices, and
cross quarter days.
Capella / Amalthea is a binary star
that was once the North Star.
by Shawn Porter
Sweet grass braid
an alter laid
a memory in kind
Faces fade
love parades
exits from the mind
Set alight the
holy smoke
rises and dissolves
Flames are quashed
spirit washed
my restless soul
revolves ~
by Shawn Porter
A flock of robins
grazes in
the meadow
most intently
Hunting bugs they
listen close to
find what they
cannot see ~

by Shawn Porter
First quarter moon
she’s a sliver of light,
a sickle of stardust,
a scythe in the night
a crescent so fertile
she sings to the Earth
let your seeds all awaken
your dreams give birth
For the moon changes
while we’re all sleepin’
so quietly nobody knows
in the dark of the night
when you can’t see her light
she’s turning through all our shadows
Around second quarter,
seeds rise from the ground
bees in the blossoms where
the honey is bound
there’s a hen sittin’ pretty
a rooster just crowed
daffodils poppin’ from
the bulbs that we sowed
For the moon changes
while we’re all sleepin’
so quietly nobody knows
in the dark of the night
when you can’t see her light
she’s turning through all our shadows
She’s coming on full as
the coyotes call
she rises up over the mountain
deep in the night
her quicksilver light
pours oe’r the land like a fountain
Fruit on the vine and
a bottle of wine
a song for the earth and her kin
then somewhere near dawn
with a sigh and a yawn
we lay as the night sky spins.
Third and fourth quarter
fall quiet in line
she’s rising now well after midnight
Roots reachin’ down
where the water is found
swellin’ the melons til they’re just right
After 28 days
the cycle is full
the moon spirals back to begin
the darkness gives way
to the light of the day
the nighttime recalls her old friend ~
Original song lyrics
by Shawn Porter
What of dreams
that might come true
waiting for a
song from you
Notes align
we reach again
grasping for a
whisper wind
Love’s a fish
the river cold
tis hard to hook
much less to hold
And well to notice
from the start
what e’re we catch
will one day part ~
by Shawn Porter
It wasn’t very long ago
in February certain
never rain but blowing snow
would fall and drop the curtain
In a recent change of late,
what comes down is sleet
spilling from a cloud of slate
in waves of pelting sheets
Everything is changing very
quickly now it seems
Winter sleet and rain,
then comes summer..
where went spring?
by Shawn Porter
Lay my body
down to sleep
Wrap your words
around me keep
Fingers touch my
pulse runs deep
You’re so far
away I weep
Come and turn
my world around
Make a smile
from every frown
Hold me by my
feet and shake me
Maybe you can
yet awake me ~
by Shawn Porter
Dip a bucket
in the well it
clangs and hits
the bottom
All the water
has run dry as
words escape
forgotten
Wishing for a
drink of wisdom
maybe one
more poem
Dig a little
deeper just be
careful not to
fall in ~
by Shawn Porter
So you find yourself awaking
in the current of your life
rising from the darkness
making for the light
a river courses through your blood
the water holds you tight
let her ripples swaddle you
and rock you through the night
Find your feet and go one more time
for these seeds you’ll sow in a broken line
dreams you carry pray grow
pass your love
pass your way
down the line
down the line
River stones painted bones
minnows float and swim
crystal drops of sparkling water
soak into your skin
sun and shadows mix with
the cold springs that flow
then you lay on the rocks
let them warm you from below
Find your feet and go one more time
for these seeds you’ll sow in a broken line
dreams you carry pray grow
pass your love
pass your way
down the line
down the line
Take the drum you painted
as a child I did not know
play the song you started
so many years ago
feel the rhythm of the saints
as they go marching in
with the wisdom of the water
and the howling of the wind
Find your feet and go one more time
for these seeds you’ll sow in a broken line
dreams you carry pray will grow
pass your love
pass your way
down the line
down the line ~
Original song lyrics
by Shawn Porter
Imagining a place of pleasure
living beauty without measure
from the river to the seas
land of mountains, fields and trees
Standing tall against the wind
a refuge we can shelter in
a bounty when the seasons call
sets a feast before the fall
Waters run clear blood of Gaia
circulate and cool the sky
roots and shoots without a sound
flowers bursting from the ground
Imagine sitting there together
contemplate the 12th of never
come with me and we will follow
bird song echoes in the hollow ~

by Shawn Porter
Sometimes you
wash over me
a thought
a feeling
then the sea
Waves from nothing
but your words
someone might think
thats absurd
We know better
you and i
love is boundless
as the sky
Energetic
ties that bind
quantum leaps
this heart of mine
Atoms spin
within loves flame
a steady warmth
around your name
Through my body
up and down
you fill me up
I drink you down ~
by Shawn Porter
No one saw the nut that fell
and lodged in the Earth
nor the sprout that would foretell
the story of rebirth
but that hick’ry whip it grew
into a mighty tree
over many generations,
reached the canopy
Drank the sun and rain;
let the wind sing through her leaves
held tons of CO2 in her
graceful wooden body
cast her shade upon the ground
a shelter from the storm
many nests she held in her
strong branchin’ arms
She was the oldest hickory
in Newton County
a home up in the sky
for one and all
a bounty of mast
when summer was past
a golden torch in the fall
Timber! Timber!
No one knows how old she was
when she hit the ground
first a crack like thunder
then she’s coming down
The bird songs were silent
an eerie quiet fell
the landscape where a forest stood
now looked alot like hell
Timber! Timber!
And the oldest hickory
in Newton County
lay there still and dead
on the ground
Traded for some dollar bills
and a bumpy ride to an old sawmill
that old hickory just got cut down
Timber! Timber!
No one knows exactly where
that hickory lumber went
boards and pallets, floors and mallets,
baseball bats and chips
Still i don’t see anything
we make compares at all
to the glory of that hickory
turned golden in the fall
And the oldest hickory
in Newton County
How many hundred years
she held her ground
til a man came along
with a sigh and a saw
and cut that hickory down..
Timber! Timber!

Original song lyrics ~ 2022
by Shawn Porter
Dropping a bucket
down into the well
This hole deep inside
between heaven and hell
A cistern of longing
is this human being
The bucket resembles
a golden bell ringing
It clangs in the morning
and sometimes at night
keeps me awake until
first morning light
Sometimes the water is
cloudy and brown
That gets poured out
on the merciful ground
When it runs clear it
can quench any thirst
a few blessed swallows
to wash away hurt
Then water the garden
pour some out for birds
A splash on my face from
this deep well of words
~~~
by Shawn Porter
I’m guilty of something
but what i can’t say
tis my imagination
keeps running away
Catching you up as
our passions embrace
a thousand miles distant
and barely a face
Words have a way to
seep into our lives
down through the cracks left
by husbands and wives
Tears are gold filling
of crevices broken
repairs a vessel with
words yet unspoken ~

by Shawn Porter
Words can be like kisses
kindly laid before the door
knocking softly on the heart
of someone we adore
If we dare invite them in
removing coats and shoes
confessing words undressing
bare our bodies for a muse
Slipping through our lips we find
at length the words have fled
Leaving only bliss behind
beloved hearts are fed ~

by Shawn Porter
New moon spinning wildly
crusted snow lay on the ground
Silver plated bluffs that shine
with velvet pine for crowns
The river sings a waking
lullaby across the land
Frozen spears of water falling
crashing quite unplanned
Mountain towers casting shadows
greenish blue and gray
Hardwoods furred with purple buds
stand ready on display
Beech and maple finally shed
their copper leaves remaining
New buds pushing soon to open
nothing left restraining
O dear February every
year we aim to row
your bracing waters
bank to bank
the roiling river flows ~

by Shawn Porter
Today might be your coup de gras’
the chill of you so brutal
not since last years cold assault
did living feel so futile
Not to stall nor disappoint
I look to find some grace
break the frozen water trough
as snowflakes pelt my face
A waking awareness of
how fragile life can be
and how indifferent nature
when she finally comes for me ~

by Shawn Porter
O dear February every
year we aim to row
your bracing waters
bank to bank
the roiling river flows
Chilling wet
but still inviting
should we take the dare
brave the coldest crossing
having paid the winters fare
Winded limbs exhausted
as we gain the farther shore
Winter fades in memory
the seasons turn once more ~

by Shawn Porter
I could offer you a ride
a ticket to the sunny side
to find the opposite of pain
ere’ the ball swings back again
A ticket for to quell your grief
a pill that offers some relief
a union that will never die
in arms where you can ever lie
But promises like these confound
forever is so tightly bound
hopeful language of the heart
a body sings and then departs ~

by Shawn Porter
I dreamed a high and holy day
shining bright and blue
then i dreamed a living circle
standing next to you
Built a fire within the center
as the sun sank low
logs and branches blazed and burned
orange and red aglow
Through the night we sang our hymns
the host was passed around
the stars aligned, the planets turned
life spoke through every sound ~
by Shawn Porter
Fantasy is like a rope
it seldom bears your weight
If you take a hold and swing
to fall is surely fate
Dreams are somewhat similar
but maybe more like ladders
One rung at a time we climb
to see what truly matters
Plans are visions of a future
that we hope to view
God may laugh, the futile task
that shapes the work do
Brave to be a simple soul
and leave small works behind
A man once said, “dreams are for beds..
live simply and be kind” ~

by Shawn Porter
High and thin
a thread of light
floats the wind
and drifts from sight
Hope it tries
to touch the strand
reaches out
an empty hand
Grasp the silken
rainbow string
as if it were
a golden ring
Tied secure
to someone firm
We leap and fall
what e’re we learn ~
by Shawn Porter
Come late winter days
scent lingers in the air
carried up the river to
this high valley fair
An odor so sweet
pungent and strong
it always is present
a subtle belonging
Too early for rosebud
or honeysuckle vine
but no less inviting
and no less sublime
I wonder the blossom
that sends out these notes
of moonlight and rainbows
on winds fair afloat
Where does the bloom
show herself in her glory
morning and evening
i ponder whose story
is told by the essence
a scent on the wind
wild flower hunting
I’ll go once again ~

Pear blossoms in spring ~
by Shawn Porter
Early morning darkness lays
an egg that sits unbroken
the life inside the bird that hides
with songs as yet unspoken
Watch with me upon this fragile
shell of life protecting
hope of love this precious dove
is born of deep connection
Nurture well the dream that swells
and struggles to awaken
colored plumage soft and strong
as morning light comes breaking ~

by Shawn Porter
Oh Babe
ain’t no lie
We’ll see heaven
‘fore we die
Streaming in the
twilight skies
gleaming in
your loving eyes
Hiding in the
songs we played
afternoon hot
summer days
Heaven sent comes
without warning
birdsongs in the
early morning
And at night
around the fire
farther up the
river, higher
Crossing pastures
green and golden
aura’s shine lo
and behold them
Holy mother
bless my soul
sing that good
old rock n roll
Hallelujah
kiss the dirt
i saw heaven
here on Earth ~

by Shawn Porter
Oh dear broken hearted one
let your life be not undone
grief is but the other side
of joy and neither are denied
Ride the waves and ocean swells
drink the potion true love sells
sleep with angels overhead
cast them mourning from your bed
In the moment carpe diem
rainbows shine if we could see ‘um
only after all has fallen
lift your eyes to beauty’s callin’ ~
by Shawn Porter
In the Northern hemisphere
new life swells in season
crossing quarter days ahead
birthing rhyme and reason
Pregnant ewes and dormant pulses
winters darkness ripens
longer days and warming rays
of sun invites new life in
Such is why the dreams that lie
within us o’er the winter
call us to midwifery
as time nears to deliver
Bring new life into the world
with thoughtful word and song
Spring is just around the bend
we sing for all we long ~

by Shawn Porter
One of these days,
i’m gonna be an old oak tree
gonna stand in one place
let the wind whistle through my leaves
Send my roots down deep
draw the water up through my knees
Make some shade and
a home for the birds and bees
One of these days
I’m gonna be a drop of falling rain
Floatin in the clouds
rolling thunder over the plains
Headed for the mountains where
her majesty touches the sky
Shine like a diamond
fall like a tear from your eye
One of these days
I’m gonna be an ancient rock of age
Buried in the ground sittin
still like a wise old sage
Gonna carry real weight
be as solid as a thing can be
Waitin for the rain
underneath an old oak tree
One of these days
I’m gonna be everything that I am
With the grace of heaven
gonna to rise to my feet like a man
Love my brothers and my sisters
just as much as I can
One of these days
I’m gonna be everything that I am
One of these days
I’m gonna be an old oak tree ~
(Original song lyrics i wrote around the time of my Fathers passing)

Or maybe an old cedar!
by Shawn Porter
As a young child i was
taught about Jesus
Part God and part man
deceased but still sees us
I also recall how he
rose from the dead
ascended to heaven
and lives there instead
The whole thing confused me
beginning to end
The father, the son, and
a ghost in the wind
~~~
My Dad was so busy
for most of my life
chasing his second and
then his third wife
I grew up looking
for love in a bed
music and mantras
a buzz in my head
Heaven on Earth was
my own holy grail
wandering flesh with
some wine in a pail
~~~
Religions divide us
as our nation crumbles
crowning orange Jesus
America fumbles
Good Lord have mercy
on sinners and clowns
as men without morals
would burn the world down ~
by Shawn Porter
You are the center
my orbit delights
circling you in the
darkness of night
A blue and green planet
a hot molten ball
an asteroid burning
and ready to fall
The gravity now
overwhelming my spin
my mineral blood pulled
towards your magnetic skin
There i am certain
to undergo fusion
a flashing of light
exploding in union
A crashing arrival
tsunamis in waves
our flesh becomes one as
your Earth is my grave ~
by Shawn Porter
Over some horizon lives
a woman fine and fair
sugar sweet upon her lips
wild flowers her hair
Smell of forest follows her
and ocean tides that pull
draws me closer to her edge
my thoughts of her so full
Mysteries lay hidden under
neath her cloak and dress
calling me in whispers ere
my love i must confess
Be my muse and let me use
your beauty in my quest
for love that lives forever
must exist outside of flesh ~
by Shawn Porter
Keep your wick trimmed and burnin
keep your powder dry and yearnin’
Let your life be for the learning
rolling thunder in a dream
Just before the dawn comes creeping
darkest hours are for keeping
whether ecstasy or weeping
walk the path that lies between ~
by Shawn Porter
An ode to those
on their devices
cultivating avarices
not that we might
need more vices
tis a slope as
slick as ice is
Here am i this
bag of bones
flesh and blood
and random stones
My restless spirit
longs to saddle
up the horse and
we’ll skedaddle
Farther from
the techno world
where brains and dreaming
stirs and swirls
Driven by old
fossil fuels
a rip tide pulls
a ship of fools ~

by Shawn Porter
Reading your stories
a window of sorts
riding along on
my dark purple horse
Esther tells Oscar
her deepest of thrills
Perhaps we both know what
they deeply must feel
And how they each have
their own walls in the way
hearts desires beating
their lives through the day
A thousand miles more
to imagine such glory
the hope of love living
inside touching stories ~
(Thank you J.R. aka Chico’s Mom)
by Shawn Porter
I wake in the heart of
a cold winter night
pick up my paper and
pencil to write
Words on a page fall like
leaves from a tree
in uncertain order
reveals whoa is me
Genus and species
an artist unfolds
poems and songs each
one longs to be told
The days and evenings
I pass here at home
a horse and three cats so
i feel less alone
Rather a part of
my animal clan
they love and forgive me
for being a man ~
by Shawn Porter
I wonder what she’s thinking
with words she sends like winking
and what to read between the lines
where stars ejaculations shine?
Aiming flaming flowers blooming
like two birds aloft and swooning
falling stars in ecstasy
i wonder if she feels so free?
She might fall in love with me
while thinking “this could never be”
and too, i wonder what she’s feeling
while her past is slowly healing
from the trauma of unkindness
brought on by another’s blindness?
Does her heart remember touching
laying still and open wide
will she ever brave the moment
letting someone else inside?
by Shawn Porter
Come winter Queen
this cold dark night
with her crystal
blade of ice
Cutting through
these earthly veils
life reminding
death prevails ~
by Shawn Porter
Cleaning out my fathers house
an old scarf left in there
Plaid and blue of Cashmere wool
one he loved to wear
Hanging in a wardrobe at the
house where he once lived
Stumbled on while packing up
his rites the last to give
As the winter deepens i now
wrap it ’round my face
Breathing in the scent he left
outside his resting place
Walking out into this winter’s
frigid snow and wind
Wearing his old scarf i feel
I’m not so far from Jim ~
by Shawn Porter
Oh creative force of life
which cast this rock in space
hear my prayer my urgent plea
for intervening grace
Let these human figures know
our lives are intertwined
Planetary wellness is the
key to be aligned
With thy holy thought and word
the Earth is but a gift
offered for our sacred work
to desecrate is grift ~

by Shawn Porter
Did i hear your
voice today
walking by the river?
Turned to face you
looked away
slowly disappearing
Calling out you
briefly paused and
then resumed
your walking
Further from the
path we shared
your silhouette
was shrinking
Still i see you
now and then
poised on
some horizon
Facing towards
the setting sun
singing a
goodbye song ~
by Shawn Porter
Here i find you
in the ether
lovely reader
friend be mine
Let us walk
imaginations
pathways leading
true and kind
Casting petals
strewn we wander
down the starry
mountain way
Now and then
become our bodies
flesh and bone
to live some day
Soon the path
will disappear
beyond horizons
lost from sight
Walk as if this
life were morning
death will follow
sure as night ~

by Shawn Porter
I send her flowers
she sends me dirt
I send her poems
my petaling flirts
She tells me no, that
she’s not that type girl
I propose gently we
give love a whirl
She says i’m flighty
unable to land
I tell her maybe
if she’d hold my hand
We might could tether
the sky to the Earth
Forever love sings of
tomorrows rebirth ~
by Shawn Porter
Lately aware that both
pleasure and pain
are not very different
but more of the same
See saw within us that
goes up and down
we clamor to ride on
the merry go round
Saddled up high on
our old wooden horses
with no way of stopping
their circular courses
The highs and the lows that
we hold to so dearly
Back and forth swinging
we look very cheery
But just like the face of
the carnival clown
The smile that we wear often
covers a frown ~
by Shawn Porter
New moon spinning
dark and low
Frigid winds cold
rain and snow
In the end
you never know
This is the
beginning
~~~
Snow falls heavy
deep and still
Covering the
land it will
Soften colder
nights as well
Winter now
is bringing
by Shawn Porter
Sitting still this
quiet gray
warm afternoon
mid winter day
Critters scattered
’round and ’bout
chickens
cats call
one wants out
Thoughts meander
stream and burble
deep and quiet
‘neath the willow
Sunset welcome
by days end
the middle way
the river bends ~

by Shawn Porter
Poems are my streaks of light
Meteors across the night
Illuminated yearnings play
Words that burn to have their say
What lies hidden in plain sight
Look up! Fireballs in the sky
Flaming arrows love excites
To let another fly i write ~
by Shawn Porter
The heart is a door of sorts
into ones life
some parts well hidden
plain others in sight
Kindness the latch
perhaps
trust is the key
in order to view
what drums
inside of me
Under the duff is dirt
treasures and trash
the stuff of a life
lay concealed
‘less you ask
Knock the wood frame or just
ring the old bell
Is anyone home with
good stories to tell?
Blood rare occasions
come, two fit inside
Here by the hearth
where confessions abide
A box in the closet
a plum on a plate
a song to be sung
a fire that can’t wait
A body with stories
of fortune and fate
A wrong turn back there
(oh, I can relate!)
Exploring our past we speak
with mindful presence
Bowing to find that we
share the same essence ~

by Shawn Porter
I never try to tell my heart
what to do or say
but listen for it whispering
a new verse every day
I never tell it where to go
and neither when to leave
Any passerby can see
a heart stitched on my sleeve
It welcomes me to sing out loud
and say things that i feel
Dances in the rain while
planting flowers in the field
Lays a hand upon a friend
a kiss upon their face
leaves the door unlocked at night
for someone, just in case ~
by Shawn Porter
In between waking dreams comes reality
there’s a place horses grace the landscape that i see
like a living bridge they cross the world of fantasy
underneath a starry sky, horses carry me.
All the pretty horse running with the wind
over plains and mountain ranges flying again
All the pretty horses following the sun
over the horizon they gallop one by one.
Over there, golden mare, rainbows end
tell me stories, never tell the end
sweet companion sing a song so true
dreaming horses I’m riding next to you
All the pretty horse running with the wind
silk manes, feather flames rise and fall again
All the pretty horses following the sun
over the horizon they gallop one by one.
Oh to live among the horses, fair as horses come
make a home above a meadow where the horses run
all the pretty horses, real as dreams can be
even as i wake i wonder, will they carry me?
All the pretty horses ~
Original song lyrics

by Shawn Porter
She lives on a mountain
a few miles away
follows the cosmos
the planets plie’
At night we abandon
our bodies and fly
Together we cross
o’er the starry night sky
In thoughts and in dreams
we dance and make play
Under auroras
bare naked we lay
Bodiless love
travels light and with speed
Feelings and thoughts
with no flesh to impede
We’ll wake and then wonder
how come we’re alone?
From the mountain to the valley
our love is our home ~
by Shawn Porter
Pondering the latter days
my past is there reminding
should i look away from you
is worse than any blinding
Whether you are dearly loved
or possibly unknown
the man out in the freezing cold
the dog without a home
Let me just remember when
i want to turn away
to hold the gaze and let my breaking
heart show me the way
To see the common spark of life
that every being tends
to cup my hands around the flame
and shield you from the wind ~
by Shawn Porter
To live on a threshold
is no minor task
there’s work to be done here
like cutting the grass
The leaves may need raking
to keep the path clear
in case you might someday
be wandering near
The passage may need some
fresh paint or repairs
All the while watching..
hello? who’s there?
Strangely enough the
gateway is too wide
for one persons body
just two, side by side
No pulling or pushing
no “go it alone”
The threshold of dreams is
the door to a home
I sweep and then ponder
the steps in-between so
I might catch a glimpse
through this liminal seam
A figure quite distant
walks down the lee shore
as i remain here
by this well hidden door ~

by Shawn Porter
Teach me how to better love you
let me get it right
show me how to be with you
across the darkest night
Teach me how to celebrate
the pearl that grows from pain
Gratitude my attitude
and joy for my refrain
Teach me how to hold you close
and how to let you go
Show me where to place my hand
to feel what we both know
Teach me how to speak your language
lest i fail to hear
Your thoughts in cadenced lyric
whispered softly in my ear
Teach me how to see the beauty
eyes alone might miss
The colors in your kindnesses
the brilliance of your kiss
Teach me how to love you,
how to cross the space between
Let me in i’m knocking on
the doorway of a dream
by Shawn Porter
When the sunshine greets the morning
light falls on dew covered fields
leaves of brown blanket the ground
‘neath trees like memories still
hollows hide behind wooded curtains
boulders stand guard at the edge
roots hug the earth, and deep springs emerge
as the sun walks over the ridge
Time passes slow here
the rocks have their stories
years upon light years away
carved in beauty with generous glory
in the glens and fair meadows of Murray
Travelers lost have found homes here
claimed by the land to Staymore
as in a dream each wanderer seems
to have no recollection before
finding a way to this valley
coming from some other world
now we live here with the owl and the deer
and the river calls out to Staymore
Time passes slow here
the rocks have their stories
years upon light years away
carved in beauty with generous glory
in the glens and fair meadows of Murray ~

These are the lyrics to a song i wrote ~ SP
by Shawn Porter
Her golden harp
a blessed loom
she only plays
a holy tune
i feel her body
touch her strings
hear the sacred
song she sings
Sensing raptures
ecstasy
her golden harp
still beckons me ~
by Shawn Porter
First the spark
and then the flame
The slow burn of
her lovely name
The smell behind
her hidden ear
The soft skin under
‘neath her hair
One day met
another misses
One day she
returns my kisses
Stars in spiral
motions dance as
love desires
another chance ~
by Shawn Porter
All the years
behind me with
some moments
still ahead
Pallets on
the charnel ground
where every
journey led
One took over
eighty years
another took
just four
Either way the
path it vanished
going through
the door
The passage between
night and day
like that of
death and life
Has me waking
early, sitting
watching for
the light ~

by Shawn Porter
You seem yourself
to be a spring,
a font of living water
Your flow and form
your gentle bearing
Mother natures daughter
I kneel and cup my
hands to catch your
effervescent dance
Bring you to my
lips and swallow
life and light entranced
Tomorrow i’ll awaken,
after dreaming land so fair
Sing about a mountain
and a spring emerging there.
by Shawn Porter
Remember winters when we took our
walks along the frozen stream?
Marbled ice upon the surface
crystal waters in between
And we, so slow and careful crossing
even though the ice would creak
Both of us like snakes we slithered
crawling on our hands and feet
Most days I still walk alone
some silent spirit by my side
The air is just as cold, but now
the frozen river has run dry ~

by Shawn Porter
I almost remember
my learning to drive
my father who taught me
less how to survive
All of the coming
and going became
a job in itself
the driving insane
Near misses life flashing
front of my eyes
The crashes that taught me
the wailing and cries
A learning that served
not much purpose beyond
when things don’t go well
you can always move on
by Shawn Porter
You woke me from my sleep with
your caress of liquid light..
Beckoned that i come into
your temple of the night
I turned to find you floating high
a sailing silent orb
Watching as you drifted by
my lair beside the river
Far above the land and water
crossing East to West
Rising with the morning star
Venus shining best
Did you dream of me, or was it
I who dreamed of you?
Shadows fall illumined by
your light, my mistress moon ~
by Shawn Porter
I overheard you speak in tongues
with words that rang so true
I wondered how you learned the language
one i also knew
Syllables of deep connection
caring for the land
underneath the dialect
your gentle heart and hand
The music in your voice well carried
in your thoughts displayed
connections in between the lines
that natural humans made
Now i’m waiting for your voice
a thousand miles to cross
with nothing but words on a page
to keep from getting lost ~
by Shawn Porter
In the dark morning
nearer to night
she comes to me going
arrives in mid flight
stopping while moving
hidden in sight
letting go holding
i fall toward her light

by Shawn Porter
Mid winter moon was
so brilliant last night
Sailing her way ‘cross
the clear n’ cold night
Casting her glow over
mountains and fields
Calling me out with
her silent appeal
Rise up and wander!
Sing to me now!
The morning will come and
you may forget how!
I’ve entered your darkness
and cast wide the door
Let your heart open
your wild spirit soar.
~ Winter Solstice 2018
by Shawn Porter
Sunset skies
azalea highs,
chartreuse clouds of
purple flames..
Forest leaves of
metal flaking,
colors psyche
delic rain..
Fires to warm
until the spring
although their brilliance
slowly fades..
The forest floor
at last receiving
all the beauty
that she gave..
Littered thick
upon the Earth
trees leave flowers
on her grave..
Tho’ the colors
fade and fall
in nature’s beauty
she is saved ~

by Shawn Porter
Never one to separate
nor carelessly divide..
Creator took a part of me
a bone from deep inside..
Planted it down in the ground
then gave it room to grow..
Woman rose up from the Earth
and beckoned that we go..
Down the winding path we ambled
out into the sun..
Reuniting bone and body
man and woman
one ~
* I’m unsure the exact origin of this story beyond its placement in Genesis, but appreciate the story for its poetic inspiration and thought provoking imagery.

by Shawn Porter
I’m learning to walk
my dog through the door
the liminal gate
we’re both headed for..
She ventures forward
showing the path
i’m close behind
not sure i will last..
I fear i will lose her
ahead in the fog
walking her home
just me and my dog.

by Shawn Porter
I cannot see the
sky to the East..
a curtain of trees
blocks my view..
Only the westward
horizon unfolds..
a mountain
a valley
the stars
and you ~
by Shawn Porter
I want to visit the city of god
just over the next rise
past the graveyard
past the church
past the hollow eyes
A valley where
a stream runs clear
beneath the whispered pine
eagles soar on thermals
lifting o’er the anticline
A city with no road to drive
no car, no bike, no wheel
no place to go
i’m here you know
this, my last fair deal ~

by Shawn Porter
Any good poem is
only the bones
what is essential
to drive the nail home
Peel away all of the
flesh and the skin
nothing to keep honest
words from their kin
Any good poem will
speak of the essences
strip away everything
leave only presences
Any good poem is
only the bones
chew off the meat
drink up and
go home ~
by Shawn Porter
Four in the morning
i rise from my bed
unable to sleep, so
i write you instead
to tell you of something
my lips cannot say
excepting this poem
that might wind its way
into your mind and
then to your heart
these words on a page
a fire i might start
to burn off the chaff
in the brown fields of winter
to leave the ground ready
the word farmer enters
each sentence a seed
gently planted and covered
to one day find growing
you here my dear lover
sew deep in the clover ~

by Shawn Porter
I watch you
going past
one day
driving off
then stopping..
Slowly rolling
back my way
i see your
window dropping..
Face to face,
the past encases
feelings soft
and still..
The crossing place
the bottom
of an Ozark
mountain hill.

by Shawn Porter
Hold this smooth one
in your hand
color of blue steel..
not too heavy
not too light
hard but soft to feel..
Not too large and
not too small
a size per
haps just right..
Fits within your
open palm
as moon fits
in the night..
Put me in
your pocket
let me anchor
deep your yearning..
Hold me when
the world is spinning
fingers ever turning ~

Stone tool made by a Native American ancestor
by Shawn Porter
An extra introverted day
the quiet path
the garden way
i think of you
and feel your sway
against me
leaning in
We fall to earth
like seeds we land
the furrow wet
the gentle hand
the fecund dirt
the shining sand
we die to live again ~

by Shawn Porter
To write to you
six times each night
and six more times
each day
to find a path
into your life
as if i knew the way
to walk across
the words like
stepping stones
into your heart
these sentences
like dreams are strung
each paragraph
a *
that you might look
into the sky
some dark and
cloudless night
to gaze across
the milky way
and see my
distant light ~

by Shawn Porter
Red clay I’m made of
runs deep like a vein
holds fast to my footprint
marks well where I’ve been
Pulls out the poison
and carries the pain
back to the soil
from which we all came
Stiffens the break
like plaster applied
shaped by the hands
hard as stone when i’m dry
Mixed with straw twixt
stones and sticks
pressed and daubed
a house or a chimney
the breath of me draws
My sister is yellow
my brother is grey
my mother magenta
in layers we display
The flesh of the earth
compressed over ages
red clay runs deep in these
letters on pages
~ w/ gratitude to L. Lewis

by Shawn Porter
Cold and clear, still winter night
Ozark mountain moon
wood stove creaks, the fire burns bright
coyotes howl in tune
Yard dogs perk their ears and rise
joining in the song
howling to their kin of old
the tribe from which they come
Listening, i wonder if
the people of this land
who fished and hunted, lived and died
would better understand
And what if we, the people now
could hear them sing and drum?
Would we stop and join the song
then watch for them to come?
By daylight would we wander looking
for our kin of old,
sniffing trails and checking scat
so fresh as not yet cold?
And if our friend or cousin
chose to wander off for good,
would we hear their voices
on a full moon in the wood?

by Shawn Porter
La Lune she shines upon our nights
laughing crone in silver light
crying tome and totem sight
weaving wise tomorrows
The sun will rise the morning swell
break the silence like a bell
crack the day just like a shell
and celebrate our sorrows.
by Shawn Porter
The glow of dawn
turned cold and grey
rough and hard
and still she lay
when dusk was near
an owl appeared
the dark sky broke
and Gaia spoke
Opened her lips
upon her pink tongue
a silver pearl
the moon was hung

by Shawn Porter
Your poem reminds
the planets and stars
have their own courses
we see from afar
Eclipses, conjunctions
nebula nova
the heavens a journey
star walkers follow
Our compasses hidden
the needles in swing
quivering ’til it is
no longer seen
Across azure skies
over crimson red seas
beyond human sight
lay eternities ~

Photo Credit – Kristin J
by Shawn Porter
From the spore
mycelium grows
with every
dew and strain
burrowing
entangled forms
nets of silver
gilt and chain
Dining on
both waste
and ferment
sipping on
some last decay
tracing shadow
paths it follows
fuses into
silver skeins
When the web
can hold no more
the life in death
at last proclaims
fruit of darkness
revelation
mushrooms
in the pouring rain

by Shawn Porter
On holy ground
our kindred thrived
built and planted
lived and died
So sang the Dead
we will get by
our dancing bones
a world with eyes

Photo credit – Kristin J
by Shawn Porter
I first learned to sing
in order to tether
the present, the past,
and future together
I carried the note
as strong and as steady
with thoughts of a day
when i might be ready
to spring from the pew
and take to the stage
clothed with the grace
of cedar and sage
my songs being scent
to remind who is near
loves divine mystery
alive and well
hear ~

by Shawn Porter
Ode to the Earth
the ground where we kneel
so we might look up
the sky to reveal
the blooming of flowers
the falling of rain
the song of the sparrow
the flash of lightning
then one day become
the substance of dirt
thus turns the circle
renewal rebirth

by Shawn Porter
Fog and Clouds
ride up the valley
roaming dragons
gossamer skeins
breathing out
the forest sighs
falls the blessed
summer rains.

by Shawn Porter
Dim morning light reveals
two snow white heads
dark bodies perched
in the tree still and staid
Waiting for sunrise
and thermals to ride
Searching for whatever
kills they may find
Below a small pond
reflects dim morning skies
Two otters fishing
a man passes by
Breaking the ice for
the horse to have water
He turns toward the house
and so the day started ~

by Shawn Porter
What do you make of
the sky today?
Veins and pains
from far away
Geese are flying
in good order
bracing high
above it all
pushed along
by seasons changing
rearranging
spring and fall
Sleepless nights
above the Earth
with piercing songs
they honk and call
aiming south
ahead of winter
flying trumpets
rise and fall ~

by Shawn Porter
When facing wild lions
don’t look in their eyes
appear to be busy
distracted and shy
leave a small offering
someplace nearby
then back away slowly
don’t run
or you’ll die.

by Shawn Porter
From the moment i saw you
i set to my fences
to keep you some distance
and locate my senses
i saw there’s no roof
no ceiling or floor
no glass in the windows
no lock on the door
a stream in the ether
the color of truth
and birds flying home
to some high mountain roost
The language is strange,
the words and the songs
Is there more to the story?
For what do you long?
Tell me that tale,
and sing the whole score
but please, do it soon
there’s a lion at the door.

by Shawn Porter
A cold morning walk
in the crisp beech wood
a grandmother tree
lay still and prone
Beneath her decay
sits lions mane
an egg upon
its earthen throne
Into my bag
and to the kitchen
this medicine
connection finds
Fruit of death
the path
the tree
the mushroom grows
to feed the mind
Remembering
our kind ~

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